[ The clear disappointment burns the most. ]

I know. And I'm sorry. I- I panicked and thought-- I don't even know anymore what I though.

[ There were just too many things struggling for space in his head all at once. Right now there's only guilt and shame coming through rather clearly. ]

I'll return it to you.

Just allow me to finish a few more jobs so I can pay for my place and food. The jobs that will cover me for a few weeks tend to be difficult without a weapon.