It is, though if I’m honest, I’ve gotten a bit used to it.

Not that I’m saying you should entirely. But accepting one’s situation does help in clearing the mind. It helps to determine what path to take.

I don’t like or ascribe to many of the things that are done here. But I have found a way to cope and to at least give the illusion of cooperation so that I don’t needlessly land myself in jail or worse.

I believe you will find a way as well.