If the Empire never rose, there wouldn't be anything to fight. At least not on this scale.
I suppose you're right. It's just... complicated. [And it's strange to try and pinpoint these emotions. Cassian is her captain, but it's not like she was ever formerly trained. She was sort of forced into it in the beginning, threatened to be put right back in the Empire's hands. And then Cassian tried to kill her father. And then her father did die.
But feelings aren't exactly logical. And there's enough counterpoints in there. And she knows something is there. Enough to make her question it. There's something that just draws her to him even if it's frustrating and trying to prove him wrong. Or right. So she doesn't even remotely know how to go about 'considering his feelings'.
But that is the best advice to give her, because really she hadn't considered how he felt about all of it either. Including what to do about being here.]
[She was alone here for far too long. But she doesn't comment on that, because it's something that she's tried to spare others, Obi-Wan and now Cassian.]
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I suppose you're right. It's just... complicated. [And it's strange to try and pinpoint these emotions. Cassian is her captain, but it's not like she was ever formerly trained. She was sort of forced into it in the beginning, threatened to be put right back in the Empire's hands. And then Cassian tried to kill her father. And then her father did die.
But feelings aren't exactly logical. And there's enough counterpoints in there. And she knows something is there. Enough to make her question it. There's something that just draws her to him even if it's frustrating and trying to prove him wrong. Or right. So she doesn't even remotely know how to go about 'considering his feelings'.
But that is the best advice to give her, because really she hadn't considered how he felt about all of it either. Including what to do about being here.]
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I would like to meet him. Have you told him about me?
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No, but not because I didn't want to. We didn't talk a lot about everything that has happened here for me. It all seemed like a lot at once.
[Just as much for her.]
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That is understandable, and wise. Best not to put it all on him at once since he only just arrived.
Though if there is anything I can do to help, please ask.
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Thank you, Obi-Wan. For your understanding as well. [She barely knows how to navigate her own feelings, let alone this.]
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Otherwise, I hope your day is going well. I will see you at home this evening.
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I'll be home in a bit. See you soon.